I Know My Life Will Never Be Like Others and It’s O K A Y

So blake just had a baseball game and it really got me thinking about what kind of typical teenager i would have been. Like maybe i would have been a baseball player or a life guard like my pops. Or an awkward theater kid that is also in an acting class. I think about that a lot. What i might have been like if i were normal but i am not. I probably would have already gone on a date or have a girlfriend and take her to the movies. I am kind of jealous of blake in this way because ill never be a normal teen that tries to act like the center of the universe and flirt with other normal girls but what can you do. I know if blake were here he would say i can do those things if i try hard enough but its never going to be the same and ive known that for a while now. I can work super hard but ill never have that life and its ok. I know there are limits and i am being realistic about my life. I will still try my best always though. Ive been sick of people giving false hope. I know my life will never be like others and it is O K A Y. I will enjoy it in my own way.